Love, fear and my heart

If we talk about love than it is very hard to explain and defined. Most of the bookish and philosopher had defined the love but it is condition and it cannot be define. It is different to different person. Love have vast meaning and it cannot be bound in single statement. It is mysterious."How love is born," To what extent personal happiness counts in love, all that is uncertain and one can argue about it as one pleases. So far only one incontestable truth has been stated about love. This is a great mystery, everything else that has been written or said about love is not a solution, but only a statement of questions that have remained unanswered. The explanation that would fit one case does not apply to a dozen others, and the very best thing, to my mind, would be to explain every case separately without attempting to generalize. Each case should be individualized, as the doctors says. Perfectly true,i assented. We Nepali who are cultivated have a weakness for these questions that remain unanswered. Love is usually Poeticized, embellished with roses, nightingales, but we Nepali embellish our loves with these fatal questions, and choose the least interesting of them, at that. In Chitwan, when i was a student, there was a girl with whom i loved, a charming creature, and every time i held her in my arms she was thinking about what i would allow her a month for housekeeping and about the price of beef. When we are in love, we never stop asking ourselves whether it is honorable or dishonorable, sensible or stupid, what this love will lead to, and so on. If that is a good thing or not i don't know, but that is a hindrance and a source of dissatisfaction and irritation, of that i am certain. Love cannot be measure nor it can be bound in line. Love never looks caste,face, color, sex, wealth, etc. No one know how love developed and where its Ene. Love arise from core of heart but love have no age. It never end. Most of the people hate it but some of them die for it. The next part of love is fear which arise suddenly with wind. It is very terrible and it might be take our life.